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[04 Oct 2005|12:00am] |
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n'en parlons plus - melon gaila |
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Happy Birthday Will
All my love, sailing your way
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[28 Sep 2005|09:29pm] |
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This old love - Lior |
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Do you know what I hate?
People who tell me truths and contradict them behind my back.
Advice on what I should say.
Over compensation with words because of serious lack in substance.
Users.
Lack of manners.
People who crave attention.
Take a fucking dig at whom I am you stupid fucking whore
Fabricate your own fucking kingdom
you stupid fucking whore.
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| Mad Girl's Love Song. |
[06 Sep 2005|11:24am] |
"I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;
I lift my lids and all is born again.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)
The stars go waltzing out in blue and red,
And arbitrary blackness gallops in:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed
And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)
God topples from the sky, hell's fires fade:
Exit seraphim and Satan's men:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
I fancied you'd return the way you said,
But I grow old and I forget your name.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)
I should have loved a thunderbird instead;
At least when spring comes they roar back again.
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)"
- SYLVIA PLATH.
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[09 Aug 2005|09:34pm] |
Nine on my playl ist, on repeat, driving me insane but necessary.
Eight vessels I recall (simplicio), bursting with senseless expressions and overused cliches.
Seven lots of thirty, plagued by a single person.
Six functions, like factory functions, cell processes.
Five scenes to film, one completed.
Four days until this week is over.
Three: final count of decent people.
Two books being read at the moment.
One person whom I love more than anything possible.
no decency
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| Can't fight the seether |
[21 Jun 2005|09:10pm] |
I cleaned SO much today. I mopped my floors and polished my skirting boards and washed my sheets and used nice fabric softener so everything smells nice and clean. I also left the windows open and aired all the beckley smell that was in there. Heh Heh, joking joking.
Horses = A.O.K
( Lisa = Public Speaking Queen )
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[18 May 2005|09:40am] |
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Banquet - Bloc Party |
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It's 9:40am and I'm doing homework.
I'm listening to Bloc Party and they're making me laugh. They're all trendy and things. Muffin.
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[16 May 2005|10:04pm] |
Oh my, I just read them again. Unbelievable.
October Waltz.
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| I ain't no Holla Back Girl. That's right. |
[16 May 2005|09:37pm] |
Yes, so Victoria woke up this morning detirmined to finish all her homework. Off she marched to school, in a valiant attempt to "get everything done", the manta "I will do all of my work" playing upon the broken record within my head. I even stayed at school during my spare, doing all my religion questions. These superior work ethics continued all the way until 4 o'clock, at which time I got home and continued to march into my bedroom, where I sat AT MY DESK and did 6A, 6B, 6C of my methods text. The phone was sitting there, and I didn't even give in. It got harder and harder, to the point that as I was typing sums into my calculator, I could hear various catch phrases that I could imagine the cunts I know saying.
Being the weak human being I am, I gave in.
Since 6 o'clock I have spoken to
Willy
Cuntley
Katherine
Lisa
Samantha
I have also
Disected Myspace user by user
Like wise on Vampire Freaks
Visited the STAR WARS site 4 times
Looked at all the free photos on dita.net
Sung Sound OF Music Lyrics (16 going on 17, Something Good, and How do you solve a problem like Maria) to Lisa, Katherine and Liz
Deleted old photos off the computer
And here I am, on livejournal. Posting. This is the final frontier of procrastination.
This shit is bananas.
p.s. Cuntley, I forgive you. Love Mummy.
p.p.s. No Will I'm not thinking about you dancing to Holla Back Girl in your tight emo pants. Not at all. coughhipscough coughiloveyoucough
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[04 May 2005|09:57pm] |
"Now im not being rude and crude but im going to lie on the couch with my pants open so i can air my wound, simone (nurse friend) said i have to air it because it's down low and covered so it's getting moist and may get infected"
"Victoria my wound down there is all moist i'm scared it's getting infected and puss would you get the hairdryer"
- My mother
Thinking happy thoughts..thinking happy thoughts..
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[25 Apr 2005|10:18pm] |
This weekend was good because:
We had our first practice and it didn't sound too bad at all
Two special people are together again
I got lots of hugs
Liz passed gas (IT WAS FOR YOU, DAVEY!)
I realised one person makes humanity loveable
I slept well Saturday night
( Will reads Girlfriend *tee hee* )
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| Quiz |
[21 Apr 2005|11:36pm] |
Time now: 11:15pm
>1. Do u wax?
Y…No
>2. What do u does if you can’t wax?
Ask Jesus for guidance.
>3.what size is your bed?
Double
>4.do you like it?
Yes it’s big and purple and extremely warm. And will’s in there sometimes
>5.you're going on a date for a walk around the lake then a coffee at
a cafe. What do you wear FROM your closet?
I love coffee and walks around lakes.
>6.Would you go naked in a bathtub with a naked old man/woman with
each of you having a bar of soap and soap each other till the bars
of soap run out for a million dollars?
Damn straight
>7.if you woke up one morning and found out you were going to stay in
the body you have now for the rest of your life, what would you
think?
How did that happen? I’M A FREAK
>10. Letter or e-mail?
Letter
>11.of world war III broke out, what would you say?
I’d probably be running around the streets saying a lot of things.
Will’s input “I’m on the German side”
>12.buttons or boxes?
Bags of buttons
>13.which 5 people do you trust and are open with the most?
Willy, kitty, cuntley, Samantha, Danielle, Cordelia
>14.what's something a guy/girl will wear that'll turn you off?
Surfwear/thongs
>15. What’s something a guy/girl will wear that'll turn you on?
Boots, tight pants
>16. What do you think of soul mates?
BANG
>17.florida or Cali?
I drew an X on your cities name
>18.is the world screwed?
Everyone wishes they were.
>19.is cussing a necessity in life?
Not really, cussdidily cunt
>20.what's an object you can't live without?
Will
>21.can you live without the microwave?
the question is can the microwave live without me?
>22.You have this uh, erotic dream about your friend of the opp. sex.
how do you act and feel around that friend the next day?
Sing “shine jesus shine” to them. That’s always a conversation starter.
>23.would you rather be rich with 15 spoiled brats or just barely
making it with a dog?
Shoot the kids.
>24. how's your schoolwork for you right now?
Deplorable
>25.what's something someone's done to make you hold a grudge against
them?
Lied to me. Fucking cunts.
>26.Favorite weather?
Rainy and cold. Fun in puddles, LOL!
>27.what look traits attract you to a guy/girl?
Eyes
>28.what's one personality trait that attracts you to a guy/girl?
Intelligence
>29.do you know what 143 means?
Unfortunately
>31.describe melancholy, if you don't know, then skip this question.
When I’m alone with myself too much
>32.describe mellow.
I hate mellow. Everyone’s trying to be all ‘melllooww’ with their loose fit jeans and thongs and strategically grown out hair to make them look all boho and coldplay and artistic. crazy
>33.do you beleive in ghosts?
JESUS LOL!
>34.what time did you sleep last night?
2am
>35.which guy/girl do you wish to be with RIGHT now?
WILLY
>36.is it right to flirt if you have a bf/gf?
No
>37.would you rather be married in venice, italy, or honolulu,
GERMANY
>38.would you rather eat sandwiches or pasta for the rest of your
life?
IT’S SAMWEDGE and I’d rather eat brains. Keeps me regular.
>(guys) how would you feel if you gave a girl a flower?
Like a lesbian lobster
>(girls) how would you feel if you got a flower from a guy?
D’aww…he killed a plant for me
>40.do you want to drop school?
No
>41.what do you think of the phrase, No pain no gain
Reminds me of Jerry Springer’s ‘Hoes to Housewives’ Bootcamp
>42.what do you think of the quote "eyes are the passageways into the
soul" ?
Only one person has made me believe that is true. D’aww
>43.What do you think of sleep?
I wish I got more. Jesus visits me then. (Will says: NO Victoria…What does sleep think of YOOOO…?)
>44.if you had the chance to slow down your growth now and live to
500 years but it's like a 50 year old body by then, would you go for
it?
No Way, Jose!
>45.at one point in a girl/guy friendship will one of them like each
Where’s my knife, I cut you. WHERE’S MAH DAMN SAMWEDGES LOL!
>46.what's an annoying trait about you?
maybe the fact that i say the most stupid, random things like "do you like rabbits" or ask people their favourite colour 1,000 times. or maybe my habit of segregating and abusing people because of their music taste, my arrogance, my constant rambling or the way i cut those i love up emotionally. My apathy, my insatiable friendship and the way I stroke people.
>47. (girls) your bf has hair you love. he comes to school the next day
with a shiny head.
ooo kinky…military style
>48.what's something you ALWAYS have on you?
Jesus’ Love.
>49.what do you think of guys with nailpolishes?
Yay
>50.would you rather go to a boarding school, private school, or an
all girls or guys school?
Private
>51. your bf/gf gets drunk at a party. in their state of drunkness,
they babble about that one time they fooled around with someone else
while you were together.
I like to drink, pass me a cold one.
>52.is cyber sex considered cheating?
Depends if you’re trying to catch pedophiles. WATCH OUT TEENSPOT.COM
>53.what's colour's your towel?
Red
>54.what do you think of knuckle cracking?
Willy
>55.what was the last thing you cried over or got teary about?
Mum going to hopitizzle gizzle
>56.what's wrong with your school?
Too many vaginas! LOL!
>79.who do you wish you could kiss?
YA Mum (Jane)
>80.(girls)what's something about guys you don't get?
Yo’ Gurlfrienz dem guyz dey be playin wit da magik stick yo for all dat bling bling, don’t stop dat wild spending yo yo check dem playerz, dem ballerz, wit dere grill gleamin’. (Wills input “Yo I got shot in da teef”)
>81.(guys) what's something about girls you don't get?
Why they all don’t want to make out with me. Apart from the obese, the hairy and the deformed.
>82.does being a psycho sound appealing?
Yes! Like Hannibal.
>83.what food brings back good memories?
Holy Bread
>Time now: 11:31pm
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[21 Apr 2005|08:18am] |
School gets me down, down down down.
Mum's in hospital, one of my only friends hates me.
It's all getting me down, down down down.
Then I hit my head on the car door. It hurts. I know what will make me feel better. Emo king.
The year 8 next to me is looking up Simple Plan. Do I finish my media prep. or make friends with her?
The choice is blatenly obvious.
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[15 Apr 2005|11:57am] |
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Victoria is fucking psycho.
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[08 Apr 2005|09:20pm] |
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Samantha playing funky bass |
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I am at Samantha's House.
I am very happy.
YES. I am.
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[11 Mar 2005|12:12am] |
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a warm place - nine inch nails |
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I watched your diluted silhouette dissolve into the distance. The darkness became your stage, the streetlight your spot light. Almost impossible, and so beautiful. I watched you bleed into the night, I felt your finger trace my lips. I lie in the dark and think of curled hair and skin stretching, engulfed by your essence. A metaphor of so much more, undiscovered perfection, it’ll have to do until we embrace again.
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[03 Mar 2005|05:47pm] |
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I am a rock - Simon & Garfunkel |
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Your Brain is 46.67% Female, 53.33% Male |
Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve |
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| we're in this together now. |
[27 Feb 2005|12:26pm] |
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I've become impossible
holding on to when
when everything seemed to matter more
the two of us, all used and beaten up
watching fate, as it flows
down the path, we have chose
you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow
you and me
if the world should break in two
until the very end of me
until the very end of you
awake to the sound
as they peel apart the skin
they pick and they pull
trying to get their fingers in
well they've got to kill what we've found
well they've got to hate what they fear
well they've got to make it go away
well they've got to make it disappear
the farther i fall i'm beside you
as lost as i get i will find you
the deeper the wound i'm inside you
forever and ever i'm a part of
you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow
you and me
if the world should break in two
until the very end of me
until the very end of you
you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow
you and me
even after everything
you're the queen and i'm the king
nothing else means anything
( Legs )
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[21 Feb 2005|11:08am] |
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Ava Adore - Smashing Pumpkins |
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You're the beauty in my world
Without you there aren't reasons left to find
And I'll pull your crooked teeth, you'll be perfect just like me
You'll be a lover in my bed and a gun to my head
We must never be apart, we must never be apart
In you I see dirty
In you I count stars
In you I feel so pretty
In you I taste god
In you I feel so hungry
In you I crash cars
We must never be apart
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| This is fact not fiction for the first time in years |
[18 Feb 2005|10:12pm] |
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A lack of colour - Death Cab for Cutie |
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So I'm sitting here listening to a Death Cab for Cutie CD that turned up in my mailbox and eating starbursts. I'm amazed and very lucky.
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